[He raises an eyebrow at him.] I'll tell you kid being a soldier was the easiest fucking thing I could do. Being a mask, being with- [He swallows] being with a woman. Didn't make any fucking sense.
[He knows why it didn't, but he doesn't yet have the words to attempt to manifest his frustration and disgust with humanity. How he didn't understand why they didn't just fight, or allow others to fight for them if they weren't capable themselves.
How to even relate to them with his whole life in violence.]
I liked it. Fighting. Made sense. Last port made sense. More sense then I want to think about.
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Date: 2012-06-06 02:07 am (UTC)[He raises an eyebrow at him.] I'll tell you kid being a soldier was the easiest fucking thing I could do. Being a mask, being with- [He swallows] being with a woman. Didn't make any fucking sense.
[He knows why it didn't, but he doesn't yet have the words to attempt to manifest his frustration and disgust with humanity. How he didn't understand why they didn't just fight, or allow others to fight for them if they weren't capable themselves.
How to even relate to them with his whole life in violence.]
I liked it. Fighting. Made sense. Last port made sense. More sense then I want to think about.